blissfulsasa... *hugz* maybe you can try talking to your superior to find out what's wrong, since she's on close terms with ya?
wooh wooh vanilla, you're making me all excited for you!! hehehe~
i stumbled across this link @
http://www.twoweekwait.com/what-no-one-told-you, and thought it was nice to share...
some highlights from that link:
That unprotected sex doesn't necessarily lead to pregnancy.
That your sex life would start to resemble a science experiment.
That you would see your OBGYN/RE more often than your DH at O time.
That the longer you TTC, the more PG women spring up around you.
That I should have gone to medical school like my mom wanted, because I've had to do so much medical research by now just to figure out what was wrong with me, I might as well be an M.D.
That living your life in 2 week increments would be the norm
That I would wish we had started TTC earlier.
That I'd EVER be willing to stab myself in the stomach or @ss every day in the hopes that it will help get me PG.
That it wouldn't happen the first time you didn't use birth control like we were led to believe in school.
That it is insensitive to ask people when they are having a baby!
Tat women who do get pregnant are so very blessed!
That I could have been rich saving money on condoms, which were obviously unecessary.
That had I bought stock in Clearblue Easy I'd have my mansion on St. Pete's Beach in FL by now.
That it does not get easier, each cycle is harder than the last.
Feeling like you wish your life away in 2 week increments.
That a group of "strangers" who I will probably never meet, have now become my "best friends" when it comes to ttc.
That talking about sex with fellow TTCers would be so easy.
That infertility is more common than you think.
That sex would ever become a chore!
That this would be, by far, one of the hardest things you will ever have to go through.
That you HAVE to have sex even though you don't feel like it, but because your FM says high or peak.
That my brother, who started TTC at the same time we did and whose wife got PG three months later, would go on and on telling me how tough and tiring life with a baby is, and then finish with: "You have no idea what it's like!"
That the two little words of "just relax" uttered by everyone I know would enfuriate me beyond belief.
That my friends who started TTC #1 around the same time we did would already be pregnant with #2 before we get pregnant with #1.
That I wouldn't be able to attend my friend's babies 1st birthday parties because of the quesiton, "So, when are ya'll going to have children."
That the people around me would become more insensitive as time goes on. "It is so hard having a new baby, you just wouldn't understand." or "Be happy you're not tied down."
That I spent years trying not to get pregnant, and praying for my period. Now I can't seem to lose the witch!
That you would be keeping it a secret from everyone.
That you would tell everyone you're not ready for a child when they ask what your waiting for.
That you will soon be lying through your teeth telling people that you don't want children
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AND YES DARN THAT WITCH!! RAWRRRR!!!