Karentey, understand ur feeling. I also got the same feeling as u... Whenever see pregnant women I will think this way, n I saw my colleagues pregnant 1 after 1 I feel even sad n jealous. Can't control. I even scare to face ppls especially during cny, I dare not meet up frens, relatives even mil.... Feel really paiseh n 自卑. But not everybody can understand how we feel, they will only say stay relax n will get pregnant etc.... No matter wat life still go on, we shld not just focus on this, we also must hv other mission n have to enjoy life. I remember initially during ttc, whenever I saw red every mth I will cry n cry, but now... No feeling Liao, even for Ivf, the moment I saw red I tell myself no point crying, try again.... It works. last time when I took exam I also can re take for few sitting then only pass, at that time I also feel y I study so hard still fail???? But no1 will be able to answer me. So I believe as long as we not giving up we will success one day. We are strong women, v able to face it. Jiayou...
Today is last day of yr 2011, dun think so much bad thing anymore n look forward for yr 2012, 新年新希望, we will success next yr. Wishing everyone Happy New Year 2012.