Hi ladies,
It's been awhile since I last read this thread. After my 3rd miscarriage in Sept 2014, I decided to take a break from the baby stuff. I told myself to be kind to myself and that baby will come when it is meant to be. I took good care of myself, and had recovered well. I went to guangmingshan to chao du for my babies and felt much better that I can put things down. I put my energy into planning for a holiday in January this year. I avoided looking at this thread as I wanted myself to move on. It was almost back to normal for both my health and my emotions, I can finally look at babies without the 'longing' feeling.
Yesterday, my hubby casually mentioned to me that he really would like to have a baby, and that he would like to continue trying after we settle our new BTO, which is within these 2 months. And now, I am feeling so stressed up. The anxieties are coming back. I can't sleep. I'm so worried that what if all these re not meant to be... I'm not sure if my body can take another, it's been a tough 2 years for my body and the doctor (Prof Mahesh) said that the D&Cs have taken a toll on my womb, I am afraid that I cannot take another blow.
Haiz. Many thoughts came into my mind and I cannot sleep...