i try my best to take all those confinement food, but it's really quite 'sickening' cos most of it is cooked with lotsa ginger and sesame oil. Today i had a break and went out for my burger,haha!! I told my hubby i can't tahan liao, gimme a break... cos he's the one preparing my confinement food so he's kinda strict with wat i eat but i think he pity me at last, that's why i managed to have my MOS burger just now!
I didnt bathe the 1st day i came back frm D&C, only 2nd day i boiled the herbal sachet together with a pot of water then mixed with normal water then shower...but 3rd day i can't tahan liao and i washed my hair! I try to do as much as wat the old folks say but certain things i really can't do...stuff like not washing hair and sleep without fan i cannot!
This is the 1st time i have a miscarriage..when the doc first told me abt the bad news, i grieved for 2 days before accepting the fact. But my best friend had 2 miscarriages in one year so i learnt to be strong thru her. The ironic thing is when i was younger and unwed yet, i had several abortions(my husband do not know abt it), now that i'm married and want a baby, this kind of thing happens...makes me wonder if it's karma...
And frankly i have some kinda phobia now, wondering whether to try again or not cos seriously, i dun wanna go thru the same feeling again. This D&C experience wasn't pleasant at all, in fact by the time i was wheeled into the operation theatre, i was already crying.. i was wishing it was a nightmare and i'll wake up hearing my baby's heartbeat....