Hi sisters!
Thank you for your well wishes! Anyway, when I went to kkivf yesterday, they told me that I do not need to repeat the BT cos it's high enough aredi to be a pregnancy.. They have considered me to be pregnant..
It's really a wonderful feeling achieving this when you put tremendous effort into it.. I have never been pregnant b4 and I've never seen a positive on a hpt b4.. This morning, when I took the hpt, I saw two distinct lines and my heart sank.. It just occurred to me how much we went through to be mothers..
I know I've been weak emotionally, where anxiety attacks pushed me to have a fever of 39 degrees yesterday..
But..... I am gonna say that I am strong because i did go through this challenging journeyto achieve what I've dreamt for all these years.. We have put up with the needles, the scans, the surgery and every emotional and physical steps along the way and it just goes to show how determined we are.. We are extremely strong beings and we had gone through numerous failures.. But the feeling of achievement at the end of the road is indescribable..
I know it's too early to tell whether I have a viable pregnancy or not.. But, just the feeling of being pregnant overwhelms everything else..
I hope we all succeed to see the little bundle of joys at the end of our journey.. There will definitely be alot of hurdles and obstacles along the way.. But, we will b able to get through it.. Nothing is confirmed until you have your baby in your hands.. So let's walk together to it..
You girls have been the most supportive and understanding people ever! I will never forget that I've ever had this bunch of supportive people in my journey..
Good luck to all.. *tears flowing by the side of my face*
P/s: I need help.. Any girls still going to dr zou or will call dr zou anytime soon? The thing is, I can't speak Chinese and I don't know how to tell her to put that tick on her calendar.. Erm, if u happen to talk to her, can u tell her that a little Malay girl she treated in the past few week had just strike BFP? Oh, and my reading is 245.9.. Tell her I said thanks..