Thanks Jumbo girl for your advice. I really appreciate it.
I thought about it, I think I will give myself till end of the year before going for a full checkup.
Starting to shortlist a gynae for that.
Thanks chloe, you are always so encouraging too!
You are right, life is still v beautiful.
Thanks babysheep, I also hope I can persevere...
But sometimes I wish I can give up on ttc-ing... then life will feel so so light.
Whenever I am home, don't need to face anyone, I feel so light...
maybe it is the pressure all around... Like everyone are having their kids so fast but actually it is very normal to take a while...
I must really let go and learn to relax more.
I am hoping to do more exercises too.. Don't know is it I lazy to live quite far away from workplace. By the time, I get home, I always think should I exercise or try to cook dinner or just tabao? I think the daily hassle of life is stressing me out.
The other day, I was asking my hubby, do people die faster from stress or poor diet? I conclude maybe is stress.. lol... then maybe I should let my hair down and don't be too strict on myself on diet. As I try to want to eat healthily, so I hope can cook on my own. But honestly, by the time I m home, I am so tired le... So it feels stressful.
I also hope we can have our BFP stories soon.
By the way, if it helps, I read before that diet can help to lose weight more, compared to exercise. So maybe you can start from there too. Light exercises coupled with more focus on healthy diet.