Posted on Thursday, January 05, 2012 - 7:19 pm:
Hi mummyTB,
I can't fit into office attire lately ESP my butt area and my tummy expand so much that I suspect 10days missed period might be a "sign".
Still I don't wana use my preggie test kit. Just in case, same as the false alarm we had last few months. Disappointment even though I'm late for a week n so.
Then came the news of my younger sister illness. Aplastic Anemia which is so serious to the stage that all her white,red blood cell and even platelets dropped so low that could lead to internal bleeding and left probably 6-12 months lifespan if left untreated. Now she will need us(her siblings) to donate our bone marrow and one of us could be her match. Oh god, why must let my sister at such young age be strike with such illness and my nephew just 16month old.
So last night, I finally did my preggie test with super mixed feeling because if is negative I can go for blood test to see if I could save my sister. But I wanted a baby for the longest time. From the corner of my eyes I peeped, I saw there's only 1 word indication on the digital Clearblue kit "Pregnant". There's tear in my eyes, dont know is joy of tears or tears of sadness. Right now, I guess I will have to pray for the best that we could find a match from my brother blood