Hello all, a little background on myself..am also ttc-ing now.. lost track of how long though, probably close to a year.
Myself generally fine after blood test and hyfosy.
Hubby had low sperm count & mobility, thus was prescribe supplements & also went for ultrasound, pending results.
So glad to chance upon this thread, pardon me as I rant a bit.
AF was late 10 days this month and thought have chance but when it came, I felt totally broken T_T Hated the feeling of disappointment every month and felt very down.
Career wise also not very smooth as I experience failure in interviews and not much responses for jobs openings. I guess lots of stress for me this month as I also experience unhappiness at work. My cycle is usually 30/31/32 days but was 40 for this month! Hope I didn't screw up my cycle..
Nevertheless, I try to be positive. Wrote down all the good & not-so-good stuff in my life so I can see in perspective and hopefully find some solutions.
Did not confide in anyone though, on our fertility struggles. Friends are all having children like it's so easy, quite envious actually. Our families have asked briefly or drop hints here and there but we just brushed it away.. I am actually very scared that this topic comes up again in our conversations cos I will not have any answer for it. I am afraid that in the end, I am trying to have kids just so I am not so different from the majority.
Thanks for taking time to read this.. wishing myself and others out there lots of luck & baby dusts
Hopefully since many doors closed on me, a new door opens.