Actually I guess the crux is whether u get referred to the correct department. Sometimes during emergencies, our first point of contact may be junior doctors and miss out on important observations.
Surely I feel safer with dr tan, but we only see him during our appts or after 1-2 days of being warded. Not having the direct contact feels a bit like swimming without a float for beginner swimmers.
And my next question is whether we are considered normal and smooth pregnancy. I still dunno. Maybe cos all the tests show nothing wrong with hubby. So I am more worried that the problem lies with me or my egg quality. Plus i gushed blood twice. But I also know if there is really gonna be a miscarriage, there is nothing we can do to prevent it. Just keep open mind la.
End of the day, I am still with kkh despite my lack of faith. Cos they are indeed THE baby hospital. Everything else, I can only pray. Until now, i go toilet and see liner. I just feel so so so thankful that it is clear