Pillows - sung, the pillows are sooo cute! anyone buying soon? The BP will end by 9 March and I have originally told myself that I wont buy anything until 3rd trimester....
Infantcare - Being a SAHM has never crossed my mind. Besides being unable to visualise myself taking care of a baby, I still enjoy my job and paycheck (haha) and feel appreciated as a contributing member in the team. My mum quitting her job poses lower opportunity costs to us.
I was also thinking the right environment is of utmost importance, compared to who the caregiver is. And to be frank, I think my parents may be able to inculcate better values than me, people of our generation tend to be more task-oriented and have less 人情味 compared to the older folks.
11yrs ago when I had my first puppy. I wanted to give up after 1 day. But my then-bf (now hb) convinced me to hang on. Slowly, I became really hands-on and my love for dogs grew. At 1 point, my parents ever did mention that I should make a good mother - cos I can handle their pee/poo, clean ears, clip nails etc. All very delicate work. But now...somehow I cant help but keeping thinking of taking shortcuts for this pregnancy or baby. On the poo part! I was telling my sis that I wont be able to handle. She reminded me I clear my dogs' poo too. I reasoned it by saying dogs' poo are on newspaper, babies' poo are glued to butts!
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And I also dont recall having any strong liking towards kids/babies. My hb even pointed out during CNY that when a kid talked to me nonstop, I switched off. Really hope some minimal maternal instincts will surface in me soon. Perhaps I may think of giving up, I may hesitate to even try, but after a 4-mth ML, hopefully I may grow attached to the kid, just like how I became inseparable with the puppy that I almost gave up (now old dog).
On the language part, just to share: My relative adopted a baby when she was around 45yo. The couple was chinese-educated. Though she was of my mum's generation, she subjected herself to pressure coming from younger parents whom she interacted with. From young, they felt the child must learn to speak English like all other cousins. It was a very wrong move. This child can only manage broken english now because that's how the parents speak. It doesnt help much when the other aunts/uncles who arent fluent in the language also tried to speak in English to him. Some of us (cousins) pointed that out and advised the adults to only speak in proper Mandarin to the child. Let him learn English from proper channels -- educational programmes, in school, at tuition, holiday enrichment courses and with cousins who can speak proper English.