Cae n Limlim, when I was in my last trimester with sunay n every Gynae visit he was still breech n Gynae asked me to mentally prepare fr csection, I had terrible nightmares about it all! cannot wake up from anaesthesia, or epidural went wrong n I can feel the cut, etc. Then I had to change Helpers at last minute so even more nightmares abt bad helper, cannot bfeed the baby, etc
BUT, it's all normal, must keep telling urself that God chose
YOU to mother this child so u CAN do it!! Pain is very small compared to the joy of first latching on ur baby, seeing him smile n hold ur finger [IMG=http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/clipart/happy.gif]
I cried in the OT when they handed sunay to me... After tt I just wanted them to hurry up n finish stitching so I can hold him again. My pain threshold is VERY low but it's all bearable cuz ur too busy n obsessed with ur baby to notice [IMG=http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/clipart/happy.gif]