Xiaoyun, cos my MIL has been pressurising me since bb turns 6 months. She'll say things like my friends say after 6 mths, BM not enough nutrients liao, "ni hai bu yao gei ta he nai fen ah" etc, My ILs also never make any nourishing soups for me though they know I'm BF. and my hubby will just keep quiet and let his mum say whatever she wants without defending me. Also my health has not been so good, losing weight, getting sick almost once every month due to lack of sleep. Also main thing is my SS never very good to begin with, I got to pump almost 1 hr to get 125ml of BM for my gal's 1 feed. At work, also getting stressful cos my direct boss, manager is quitting and I need to take over her work till they find a new manager. And there are a few major projects meanwhile and my AD is not supportive, she's the nu xiang ren type, married with no kids. Keep hinting to me that if I want to be promoted, cannot be rigid on the hours, must take on extra responsibilities etc. Maybe it's excuses or because I'm emotionally tired liao. It's not easy for me to BF and with so many naysayers around and with a not very supportive hubby, I give up and decide to do partial BF lor.