Hi Poshies,
What happen now is that if hubby no class, everyday after work we will go n fetch my 1st son then go my mum house for dinner and bring my 1st son home and leave my 2nd son there. Morning will send my 1st son to childcare.
If hubby got class, all of us will stay there overnight (4 nites a week).
I can understand its tiring but before I plan to have no 2. She kept asking me fast fast so that she can help me look after. Now she say she dun want to look after. I know its not a must for my mum to look after my kids for me but she very mood swing. Until even my sis also cant stand her and even plan to move out.
She complain that my 2nd son kept waking up, blah blah blah. I say he is ok leh. Wake up abt 2 times for milk (11plus - 5/6am).
I cry on my way home last nite until hubby also dunno what to do. It had been 2 years I never go out to meet any of my friends at all. Last time got 1 kid, after work I can still go out. Now everyday work then home then work then home.
Until 3 weeks ago one of my best friend pass away, I cried so badly. He is the only person that I can meet him after my sons are asleep for a drink to relax. Recall so hardly when is the last time I go out. But I felt so guilty n regret. It had been 1 year 7 mths I never saw him and never get to see him again.
If my mum want to go out anywhere default I m at home/take leave. If hubby want to study also default me. Everything I m the default one. EVEN AT WORK. hate all these so much.