Miffy,
I hate to say this but it wont be so easy to forget the children we lost.. even though we have not seen them physically nor touch or smell them before. It is just.. maternal instinct. We can try to make the pain a little less painful because time will heal the wound but the scar will always be there. I can tell you since my mc in sept there have not been 1 single day at all where I didnt think of the twins. You are just being normal so dont blame yourself for feeling agitiated when you hear close friends etc pregnant and stuff.
Shann and Lynn, thanks for the thoughts. Taking 1 day at a time. My hubby is lagi best.. dont even believe that I could have gotten preggers so fast insist see gynae than he believe *roll eyes*. I dont know why.. just something tells me may not be all good news until I visit the gynae. Anyway I will muster enough courage. Life is really contradicting at times. Here you are wishing you are preggers again and when you really are you feel how can it be.
I hate to say this but it wont be so easy to forget the children we lost.. even though we have not seen them physically nor touch or smell them before. It is just.. maternal instinct. We can try to make the pain a little less painful because time will heal the wound but the scar will always be there. I can tell you since my mc in sept there have not been 1 single day at all where I didnt think of the twins. You are just being normal so dont blame yourself for feeling agitiated when you hear close friends etc pregnant and stuff.
Shann and Lynn, thanks for the thoughts. Taking 1 day at a time. My hubby is lagi best.. dont even believe that I could have gotten preggers so fast insist see gynae than he believe *roll eyes*. I dont know why.. just something tells me may not be all good news until I visit the gynae. Anyway I will muster enough courage. Life is really contradicting at times. Here you are wishing you are preggers again and when you really are you feel how can it be.