Singapoh, Panda,
I think I'm going bonkers with this feeding thing. I really wanna do breastfeed which is why I latch on bbs and use cup feeding so that they don't get nipple confusion. But by doing this, I find that I'm not in control of the babies intake measurement. I'm so particular abt them gaining weight because they were low in weight (esp ger ger). I find myself swaying from this method to another method every hour. This morning I tried out feeding by demand on breast. They fed to 15-20 mins then fell asleep. Then an hour later, they r awake again and want to feed. By lunch time, I was paranoid that I'm not topping up their feeds and that my breastfeed is not enough and that they drink so little today.
So I was just thinking... Basically I can't have vest of both worlds? If I'm more particular that they are feeding enough vs breastfeeding (of course i'll continue to try and breastfeed as much as I can), and I need to be in control of how much they take, then I should express bm and feed and top up w formula so that I can measure how much they take? My mind keep thinking dunno if I'm doing it right... What if they don't put on weight... Etc.
U know what my cl said? She said I'm beginning to act abnormal and showing signs of depression because I keep asking her abt the feeds, calling parentcraft few times a day etc.
Now make me wonder... Am I normal to be so fixated on their feeding?