Hi Everyone, I can't slp these few days as it's been sad days for me, expecially now. I just want to pour out my sad story and hope u all don't mind.
I was tested bfp with hcg 351. I was so happy n try to live a healthy life everyday, while waiting for my 6wk scan. But my happiness ends one day before the scan. I had brown discharged. It's quite a lot. I went to O&G that very night. Dr gave me a scan n said can't see anything in there. My heart dropped. She didn't want to explain further, might be afraid will hurt me, so she just said 'wait for tmr scan as the equipment is much better n your dr will explain to u'.
Ok...so I might still have chance I thought.
The next day, I went for scan with a heavy heart, I was really really afraid n just try to prepare myself for any outcome.
After the scan, I peeped at the result, it's written 'no fetal pole, no bla bla bla'. Everything is 'no'. Ahh my heart dropped again.
And when the time I saw dr, he only said 'no good no good no good' so many times till I dunno what to say. Felt like crying, but I hold it. He said there is sac, but inside empty. But he gave me chance, he asked me to go bk in a wk time n do scanning again, but chances is very low. Ok, so it's another chance for me, at least I feel slightly better n just hope miracle will happen.
But it's all end last night as I had heavy bleeding. i think that's it. My chance is gone I cried in front of my dh. He said don't be sad, we still can try again.
I just dun understand, why must happen now, why not beginning so didn't gv me any false hope. My embies are good grade too, but dr said it will not guarantee good result.
I just hope that my balance 9 embies will survive thawing.