won what ?
your ex wake up and saw you sleeping with other men. giving you money it's better than staying with you. you being ditch now as he doesnt even wan to pay you maintenance, what can you do?
since you say white men si good then why aren't any of them supporting you?
they are just taking you as a free ride!
even a prostitute get to be paid but you are just being used and still think you have a good life? hahaha