Hi Ladies... Probably i will be joining back this thread again... I was seeing dr cheng, and tot of changing to neighbourhood gynae, so i went to dr adrian with concurrent visit with dr cheng. Wented to get his clearance from fertility centre when i hear heartbeat and switch to dr adrian coz that is also when fertility centre will discharge me from there. however, things went wrong on sat scan with dr adrian. he found that my waterbag is growing too slow and immediately asked me go for bloodtest and for another one on monday. I was so devasted to hear that this might be a miscarriage and from what i understand, seems like its no way to be a health pregnancy. i broke down while on the way home and hubby seeing me like that, i saw tears too in his eyes... after a while, i decided to pick myself up and tell myself to be more optimistic which probably things won't be that bad. days crawl so slowly and i started to have brown stain on sun. On monday morning we went for the blood test again and dr adrian managed to expedite my case and i got the result out that day. But things did not turn out that well. The hcg raise only 100+.. from 2400++ to 2600++.
Dr adrian said that said that nothing can be prevented for such case and said either it will wash out naturally or go for D&C.. or we can choose to wait futher. i asked for another week.
Hubby and i had already decided to see Dr Cheng today if blood test result do not turn out well. I'm glad that nurse gave me a slot this morning. He saw my beta report and said that he will do a scan and if my waterbag increase at the right size, it shall supersede this blood test. during the scan, the waterbag only increase from 4.5mm of last scan to 7.5mm.. and he saw sometin in the waterbag, but unable to confirm if its yolk sac. during the discussion, he said there are positive and negative issues over this pregnancy. firstly, hcg got raise, although not double, and at least it is not dropping. secondly, waterbag, although not at the right size, but it does grown. thirdly, he saw something inside the waterbag which he couldn't see last week.
Thus, either i choose to stop the whole thing and go for D&C or wait... if its unhealthy pregnancy, it will be flashed out, but not sure when. so we decided to come back next week scan again. if waterbag is growing at the right rate, he will use today size as the brenchmark. He said no matter what, think positively coz he is sure we will be conceive again very soon if bad things happen. especially he said tat he has done nothing much for us on our first cycle, and just a few pieces of advise and we strike
We are so glad to have him but unfortunately, i know myself as my body seems to be showing -ve things to me. brown stain seems to get more, cramp is also there since this morning... as what dr cheng has explained, i feel that my baby is still fighting his or her way, but if its unhealthy, i guess its no use hanging on to it.