sticky: u know hor, tho my case is far from handicap, but when i was in sec sch hor, i ever tot of suicide. cos i was teased n insulted etc by other kids on my cleft lip so much from pri to sec sch that i cdnt take it lo. in class, they wd call me ugly duckling la... throw paperballs at my head etc, i told my parents hoping they will go scold them, but they didnt cos they felt it was jus kids playing around. so everyday i go home n cry and focus on my books, cos to me was either i go die, or i get good results to show them i'm better than them... in fact i ever stood at the window there thinking if anyone wd come to my funeral if i died lo... cos i oso had family probs that time.. anyway now i'm glad i'm alive else i wdnt hav met my hb
then later in poly i got some problem with my knee got to go another 2 ops.. so together with ops for my lip and palette, i've had at least close to 10 ops my whole life.
before i met my hb, i knew his frens first. one of them saw my webpg that time before meeting me cos i was doing those radiocast online dj then, then after he met me he told my hb that this girl photo looks photo, real person kns. it was later after hb n i got together then he told me. i guess a lot of us go thru a lot of things in life to achieve certain things n to me, i'll cherish what i have now even more
so yes, like sticky says positive attitude.. everyone will eventually graduate from here n we will go bring our little ones out on kiddies outings!