bbfaith: if possible,try to cast everybody outta ur mind.. it may b easier said than done.. but it can b overwhelming when ttc dominates everythg.. mayb ya wanna consider looking for a new job coz ur job doesnt sound like tis giving ya d pleasure n happiness tt one can get fr it..so mayb tis gd to channel yr thoughts to d job search..
at least ya'll then b able to still have a fulfilling wrkg life to complement d ttc target.. so tt ttc wont b every part of ur life for nw..
i understand hw ya feel esp for my last cycle when there's this unexplained feeling of hopefulness, so tis quite saddening when af comes.. nothing's impt to mi except ttc.. tt got mi real demoralised.. but when af came, it sorta oso gives mi a wake-up call to nt b too fixated on only one thg wh we've no control over,might as well do other thgs along the way tt gives mi d joy n njoyment,such as making a change for once by getting outta bed early for breakfast n all..
yall b able to find wat ya've been looking for..
but aft sorting out ur thoughts, instead of jus reling on oneself, may wanna consider options, like follicular scanning (if d gynae provides such services etc),popping vits or iui etc.. Jiayou!!
for mi, tis cyce's messy, cd 26 ler, then opk has 2 lines for so long but never a real positive.. real perplexing.. in d end, din wanna take chances n bd every 3 days in d hope tt spermies can last inside for at least 3 days n by doin so, i can keep a fresh supply inside as n when eggy's gonna come..
today's abit weirder with sticky cm, so instead of guessing, m hoping to get a gynae appt to scan if o's occuring or so.. tt's wat i can do nw to quell all those doubts tt i have.. hopefully i wont spend $ for nothing.. heh heh..
Jiayou!!
