jts, i finally cfm my cl after 3 tries. 1st one has hestitations helping to cook/bathe my #1 so decided to call another one. 2nd one wasn't sure if she could make it for my edd n ask me to wait for her another mth or so to cfm. haha guess i'm too ks and paranoid to wait, luckily 3rd one ok. so a big load off my mind, at least my #1 will have food and bathe everyday now, phew.
realised for this preg, my tots and worries kept circulating around my #1. how is he going to take it, how to help him adapt and love bb, who's going to take care of him during my confinement, how am i going to cope with 2 esp since #1 is sticky to me, etc. feel somewhat guilty towards bb, i didn't spend as much time as i used to with #1 in talking/singing to bb. also feel like i'm a bit unfair in kept worrying about #1's daily care instead. even for cl, my priority was to get a good one who will agree to care for my #1. sigh... any 2nd time mummies feeling the same way as me?