Apple,
I am very sorry to hear that you have to go through all this. Just to share, I am also an Oct mummy and have very bad Oscars results. I totally understand your anxiety right now.
I did not expect my Oscars results to be so bad as most pple who went through it have good results. My scan was ok but the blood test pull me down drastically. I couldnt understand what happen as I am not that old afterall. I was given a choice to take CVS at wk 13 or amnio at wk 16. Both are quite similar although some say that CVS is much risker and painful. The only advantage of CVS is that I can know the results earlier. I chose to take CVS as I cant wait any longer. CVS and amnio are invasive procedures that are very emotionally daunting in my opinion. I think it is not suitable for the fainthearted and I am one of the rare one who chose to go thru the procedure.
I have made the difficult decision to take the test becos I know that I am a natural worrier, just like you [IMG=http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/clipart/happy.gif]. I also know that I will not be able take it finacially and emotionally. I have been volunteering and know that it is really not easy. I am also very clear about what I am going to do next if the result is not good. As I was with KKH, I did not even get a chance to talk to my gynae on that day. Another doc was assigned to do the scan for me and immediately after the scan, he referred me to the consulting centre. Just like what your doc did, they wanted me to take the test which I did. It wasnt a pleasant experience, but well, that's another story.
2 weeks have passed and I am waiting for my results. As the date comes nearer, I get more and more anxious. I will get my results tomorrow. I really hope that everything will be fine and all the mummies here will have a smooth pregnancy. [IMG=http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/clipart/happy.gif]