claudia: i mix with BM so still can keep up to 4 hrs..
sigh. i feel like a stupid and bad mummy..
just now one hr after my girl's milk, i went to make avocado puree for her. mixed with my bm until super watery.. so initially she was eating happily and in between i gave her a little water. suddenly she started to cry, i realized she cried whenever the spoon left her mouth (coz i need to refill the spoon ma) and seemed like she wanted more. so i continued to feed and after a few more spoonfuls, she suddenly cried non-stop. i dunno wad happened but she started to choke and vomit all the milk from 1 hr ago.. then her whole face red and she seemed to be choking. i really freaked out and so so so afraid i will lose her coz i dunno wad to do other than patting her on the back.. she looked so terrible for the next 20 seconds, she looked like she was unable to breathe, gasping for air with a very red face till she vomitted another whole lot of milk plus all the puree... i think i overfed her coz i tot she wanted more.. i really freaked out!!!! luckily she managed to calm down but her whole head was sweating, nose was runny, eyes red and had puke all over. i cried because i feel so bad and lousy and frightened.
now i dunno if i shld dreamfeed her coz she just vomitted so much out.. i usually give her DF at 11pm.
Sigh really traumatizing for me!