jacelyn,
i got picnic mat (not fm BKK's chatuchak).. but i m not going to poppy's party leh. and u stay west, i stay east... u try other alternative 1st okie, then PM me if you still need it.
dordor,
ember's medicine sounds like a lot! sayang her and you too! oh dear, D also kena ah. sayang D too!
realisation
Last night, Cedric woke up like 3 or 4x to feed. Think he is going thro some developmental phase (maybe?). I still managed to chirp 'Good morning' at both Cedric and HB. And maintained happy positive face thro'out bfast. [dunno why also, maybe it was the gentle light of dawn waking me up instead of a bird-mouth-i-wanna-eat Cedric] HB took my cue and did not scold Cedric - at all - this morning. Usually after a bad night, he would scold, but this morng, he din.
So this leads me to think.... I determine the emotional tone of the morng, if I wake up showing I m tired and moody, HB and son follow. When I wake up positive, HB and son also follow.
you know wat, I was so darn happy this morning that even though I left out the 40ml of milk fm last night's 11pm pumping, I still remain positive.
... and no, I havent taken any mood-enhancing drugs
I had minor tussle w HB last evening abt cake. HB thinks $90 is way too much to spend on cake.
HB: my mum always bakes cakes for my birthday.
me: i dunno how to bake! are u asking me to bake a cake for Cedric?
HB: (sidesteps) having a bday cake is a commercial ploy for the cake shops to make money.
me: i m not baking any cake for Cedric ok!
so now. still no cake. i wanted the 1.8kg choc lemon fm Rena's fren, but now gotta convince HB. Any ideas, girls?
LOL on bbp missing HB, but still wanna rant.