dear all,
thank you for all your advice... really feel so much better knowing that i am not alone with these crazy emotions...
i think partly is because i PMS too... all the hormones getting into me, normally i am not so impatient and I am so glad my menses came today... now i know why i am so horrible already...
Dolly and Poky, both of you are right, after i realise what i am doing... i know i got to stop and walk away... better to leave her there crying safely then me trying to vent my anger by being near her... so i quickly walk away to keep cool and to let out my fustration by crying... after that feel better and i can go back carry her and hug her and try to put her to sleep again...though i feel very guilty after the whole episode... really feel very depressed... is like i really love my gal, she is my life but why i have no patience for her leh... you know that kind of thinking... and my imagination can really run wild being all alone...
Diana, Corynn & Alice, my hubby job here is permanent, we are in the process of getting green card, so gog back SG is not an option for now..... and gog back SG may be another problem too cos we have no house no car etc and we practically have no baby stuff back in sg so gog back will be more logistically headache, plus my mum is now caring for my 3 mth old nephew.. .think if go back stay with her i also more headahche another little baby... my hubby is very helpful, after i told him what happen, he din get angry for what i did, and when he is back, he will help me do housework, clean the dishes after i cook, bathe and play with Elysia... only when he is away at work, got no choice loh...
val, thanks for the hug... need lot of it...
RE:Sleeping, actually my gal follow a sleep routine at night one and normally concuss at 10.30pm, and it is quite ok, just dunno why last week just go hay wire, dun follow, want to play until 12 - 1 am then tired herself out then sleep
choc, i dun rock my gal to sleep one, she normally after bath, play, read book, sing song then lie down nurse to sleep... dunno why dun follow last week... i did try rocking her to sleep when she cranky last week, instead of sleeping she find it so fun... giggle and laugh... think her energy really very high... but afternoon she also dun sleep long at most 1hr only.. dunno why so much energy
RE: Eating and drinking milk...
Jer, bottle i gave up training long ago, last time let her cry and go hungry for 2 weeks also dun work, she super stubborn one. now using sippy cup (i have to remove the non-drip valve)to feed whole milk, cos she hates formula... but she still wont drink like 4 oz in one go, i can only manage to give to her during meals time, but recently she during meals time also reject, only want to drink water... then solid, ai yo, try so many differnet stuff, ang mo type instant mac&cheese, pasta, chinese type, rice with fish, chicken, beef, egg... she eat a little bit then dun wan liao... I think maybe it's really because teething.. cos her gum aare all swollen and can see the white white teeth inside her gums but nothing coming out leh... is teething like this??? she also nvr really drool or keep looking for things to chew or bite... now her favourite is kid's golden graham breakfast cereal.... and yoghurt... i really hope her teeth faster come out and let this phase pass...
BTW, how much you all feed them now? like if give rice how much by teaspoon? milk shd be drinking how much now?
ok on happier stuff now... i am feeling much better...
show you all a video of my gal dancing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGDGFW