winnie
nono, u are not a bad or lousy mommy at all.. we are both in the same boat. hubby reservist for a month, sometimes my mom comes over in the daytime, but she's not experienced with babies, bb cry nonstop for few hours she more kan cheong than me. hang in there, u can do it. i was super bad last week, so depressed, and felt totally powerless and lost too. i think if u don't think too much, i.e. don't think 'how long will this last?' etc, but just try to enjoy every moment, touch your baby and hold her.. hopefully time will pass faster. jia you, we encourage each other for the next week ok?