junniezz
Active Member
now i'm so tired..... but cant zzzzzzz.... since tuesday, i 'one-man-show' , my hb outstation - bkk, bk oni tonite midnight... so he cant help much either.. i hv bn 'chong-ing' fm office latest by 5.30 to pick lance fm cc, then if got chance, go back off-load bags, if not, gotta dragged him to pick zann aft schl.. i tried 'bluffed' him on wednesday to stay w my mum, even 'bribed' him w a pkt of biscuits fm his goodie bag fm schl (actually i dun allw him to eat since he recovered not long), end up when i rchd home w zann (7pm), saw him at ex-nanny house! cos nanny said she heard lance crying pitifully, my mum cant 'gao-tim' him, so she brought him up to her house (1 flr up) and told him cant cry if not bb will wake up.. v happily he went w her (now nanny looking aft her grandson)... then gotta dragged lance along on same evening to tiong bahru cos zann got tution =( tis morning zann a.m. session, last nite keep 'blowing' her to slp early but she got homework, end up earliest get her on bed 10.45pm, heng lance slept 9+pm tink he's too tire (may b now i knw is not good sign, he usually sleep 11+). i cudnt sleep till 12+, then 3+am heard lance coughing badly (thot he recover liao??).. pat him & he slp again.. 4+ he cried said 'cant breathe'!! tink his nose block again, he asked for 'puff'.. i set everything end up he complaint chamber 'cold' refused to puff... aggrrr.. then asked for milk instead... so i gv him then we went bk to slp. 5.25 my mum wake me cos she's leaving for work le..too tire, i knock-off again.. 5.45 my alarm clock ring... agggggrrrr... i kwn i'll get bk to slp & cant wake up, so i set hp alarm 6am.. aggrrr... cannot sleep in 'peace'... 6am wake up, make milk for zann.. gotta keep 'chasing' her to brush tooth/change, etc... 6.40 when getting ready to leave home then realise lance's got fever =( die-lah.. faster gv him paraceltamol... no choice gotta put him in stroller and walked together w zann to schl... i thot he'll fall alseep, heng he's awake & quite active.. come bk abt 7.20am gv him cough medi + ventolin again (lucky i jus replenished on wednesday like knwing the virus will b bk)... keep sponging him.. he asked for milk again... then he doze off... i see oni 8am + cant go bk to slp, 'k-kiang' go vacuum & mopped the floor... end up 8.30am liao.. heng chk on him his fever down... quickly changed him & get ready his bag/zann's stuff & rush off to cc/work..today cant tk leave cos my colleague's son cc closed, office 'one-man-show' too... i told teacher to monitor lance, if anything, call me asap & i'll hv to bring him to work again then later pick zann up in the evening (she going bk to cc aft schl)... hiaz... really feel like siao-char-bo...