blur,
with your hormones fluctuations, surely will get frustrated easily. chloe is so guai1, and cute, try to see the happie aspect.
and time flies, ethan is turning 1 month old liao. hm...
i can imagine the financial burden that you are worrying, and this adds to your stress too. but this financial thing, i also have and everyone also have.
maybe different levels for each of us but at the moment for me, i try to see in a different perspective.
short term issue might not be a long term issue, so LONG TERM WISE, it will be BETTER. and can only be BETTER. so dun limit yourself within the stress zone. so i also hope jay can do well one day and i can be less stress and more sinnang.
now,pete's pay might not be very good, even with a pay cut now, but he sees the potential and he likes the job. how many of us can work in the job that we like? not all. so, hope he can excel in the job that he likes. this is not bad and he is still young, not lao kik kok like 50 yo, so initial duration will need some sacrifice de.
we are all here, and we all have different problems, issues and patterns too. so when u feel bored u just come in and vent. i believe u will feel more relief and happier too.
stay positive!
and when u really feel tired, let maid handle ethan & chloe. talk to your aunties (helpful ones la), and i think your mil can help u too. though a bit hostile relationship sometimes. at least u gain some sanity and can relieve a bit. right?
the balloons, small matter la. u know? either u use $15 to solve the problem, your stress, or just make it a happie trip, bring chloe to collect.
get someone to help with ethan.
wish u can b happie.