Hello mummies!
HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!
I'll be going to Star Cruise tonight with HB (minus Isaac) for 2 nights. Nope, not a Vday celebration. The cruise is supposed to be in March but brought forward cos starting my new job next year. Me and HB not romantic. We ceased celebrating this day after the 1st year together. But after reading about all the surprises your HB has given to you all, can't help but feel a bit envious... sigh.
Re. Isaac & MIL
It's confirmed. I have turned into a green-eyed monster. Last evening, I put Isaac into the walker so that I can have dinner. After a while, he wants to get out and he walked to my MIL (not me) and whine for her to carry him out. He uttered 'Ma Ma' and 'pa-pao'. My MIL replied to him "you call Ma(3) Ma(3) to bao bao ah?" Ma(3) Ma(3) is granny in cantonese. Last weekend, I thought I heard Isaac uttered Ma Ma a few times when he's whining, thought he's trying to call me or what. But last evening, he said it so clearly but he said to my MIL! I was so sad!
When me and HB reached IL's place after work, Isaac used to stop whatever he's doing and walk to us and would want me to carry him. Nowadays, he doesn't do that anymore. He'll still smile and look happy but after a while, like bo chap us liao. And nowadays, when he's whiny, he'll sometimes look for my MIL first and grab her leg rather than come to me or HB. I'm so jealous and upset. Sigh... And tonight going cruise without Isaac, I worry that after 2 nights of not seeing him, he'll forget me liao and don't want me. I think I'm super insecure... how? HELP!!! I know it's a matter of time that Isaac will develop an affinity to my MIL since she's the caregiver and it's good that he develops this closeness. But I can't help but feel like a loser when Isaac is still sticky to my MIL when I'm around. I missed those times that he will not want anyone but me whenever I'm around. I wonder if it's because I have stop BF...