2005,
You have left your job? I admire your courage in doing so. I'm like you, always think of bb, wondering what he's doing at home, has he been taken good care of, is he misbehaving, eating & sleep well etc. I would like to be a SAHM, but also fear that I can't handle bb alone, and don't know whether I can take it facing this little terror of mine all day long. I don't have a maid, and therefore have to juggle house chores and taking care of bb if I were to be a SAHM.
I can't even handle bb alone all day during weekend, let alone everyday! I'm considering childcare so that can relief my mum. Playgroup also not bad an idea at least can occupy DS for few hours, relief my mum for several hrs, and at the same time can let DS get used to the absence of familiar faces.
Lengleng, once you start your boi on CC, then would you go back to work?