Hi Quinn,
you have mentioned that you have seen doctors and what did the doctor said? are you seeing gynae also?
I also went to see a gynae and had quite a bad experience that leads me really helpless and dunno what to do at that moment.
I can fully relate how you are feeling right now.
This "illness" really makes me suffer a bit of depression i guess and whenever i think of this problem ,my tears would drop automatically.
BUT PLS DO NOT BE DISCOURAGE!!!
When my hb first purchased the vaginisum kit for me and i saw those different sizes of dilators,i really get very scared.I do not even have the courage to try to insert it at all .
But i told myself that i must still attempt to try it even though i m really scared of pain ... But i Must bite the bullet for the sake of my hb.
I m now into the 2nd dilator and it can go in half.
I feel quite encouraging when the dilator can go in so this shows that i m Normal.
I hope i can overcome this and be sucessful in TTC.So pls do not feel discourage and depressed.
Start by reading the books and doing the relaxation techquines and slowly do the insertion.You can do it ! I have done many research online to see whether is there any other methods that can cure vaginisums,but no other methods can cure except the dilators insertion.
Update me your progress .good luck!
Mrs N > i begin to feel that there is hope for me.Thanks for your encouragement.