Big Hugs to you.
This journey is certainly not easy.
I BFP with my first cycle and my son is 3.
I tried another 2 cycles after that, first ended with a failed FET and the second I did not have any fertilized embryo.
I felt so broken. My husband as supportive as he is, does not understand how I felt too. He said we already have one. Everybody said we already have one and have to be thankful but nobody really understand how I've tried so hard to get another one. It's almost been a year but I'm still nursing the emotional wound from the failed cycle and sometimes I'll break down. My doctor told me there's no point for me to try a fresh cycle anymore because she doesn't think I have anymore good eggs. To make things worst, my period pain is horrible and Drs are asking me to contemplate doing a hysterectomy.
But I'm not giving up yet.
I think for people like us, the only way to move on is to pick ourselves up, gather our courage and try again.
Try as much as we can. Don't give up as long as we know we have the strength.
Get the support from this forum and the IVF group in fb. The people here really are very very supportive and have lots of knowledge.
For every cycle I tell myself this - Hope for the best and expect the worst.
I wish you all the best!