bb_rj,
Welocome to the thread , there is nothing to laugh at. u r old so what , there are many who had succeedded. you should be strong.
i truly understand ur position, please be stress free. and beleiev that you will be blessed with a child soon. Beleive in yourself whichis very imp.
Whole body functions and with the instructions from the brain, which we can control to the extent, so trick the brain , be strong and keep telling that implant it and no stres , stay happy . all teh best. YOU are really strong.
iam at office , so can't type more, will send you some useful links by tonite or tomm morning, read those , u will gain the confidence back.
take care