Ladies,
I just came back fr my BT. Nurse will call me in the afternoon abt the results. But this morning my spotting took a turn for the worse n is like the first dat of menses now. Whatever the result, in my heart I have alrdy given up. Last time when I was pregnant 4times, I also had spotting even before a confirmed pregnancy test and the spotting continued until no heartbeat was detected or heartbeat stopped, all around 7 weeks. I thot IVF was the solution but it does not solve my problem and no doctor can tell why this happens to me many times. I really hope that the nurse will call me with a negative result and this is my menses after all..otherwise with a positive result and this spotting that is like all my previous experiences..I am heading for my 5th miscarriage. I am sad but we have been through this several times before so I know we will be able to cope as a couple. At least we tried rite.. or we would never know. This may be my last IVF attempt or even natural attempt at pregnancy. We may consider adoption or living a child-free life.
To all others on the IVF path, miracles do happen..pls dont let my experience drag u down..what I have is a rare case of recurrent miscarriage and thats why my chances were slim fr the start. Charge forward sisters..my dream may not come true but for many of u.. u will succeed with courage and peserverance.
I am fighting a losing battle now, but I will continue to update here on how this IVF journey ends. Thank u all sisters for ur support thus far. Hugs.