haiz.. need to rattle a little .. i am feeling so sian at work lately. totally not motivated at all. if not because i am ttcing for #2 and the maternity benefits here is extremely delicious and tempting here, i would have leave and find another job.
This company, cant deny that they really pay well here, and if i were to leave, bound to get at least a 15% pay cut. What i cant tolerate is my boss.. He has 3 ppl including me under him, but he favours the other 2 so openly! I am alone, park in another building 5 mins from them. Not in Line of sight by my boss. Then the other 2 close proximity with him , always get 1st hand info but i get it like when everything's over.. And the 2 of them, new in the position like to gang up and when i say something, they will always give each other eye contact and give me this weird feeling / expression!
Arrgh! i really find myself so lonely sitting with the department i serve while my fellow team members are far away from me!
really hope my ttc journey succeed soon so that at least it will make me grounded to where i am till after #2.