But I know last year I didn't do very well becoz of pregnancy. Becoz last year we started to have webapp and I am in the team. But my preggy brain does not allow me to really be able too learn fast and cope with work. I am so lost.
I learn more after I finish my maternity in October compare to the 5 mth before maternity. And catch up real fast.
But now preggy brain as well. Luckily have catch up on the 3 mth.
My colleague who got promoted is different case. She is in different group than mine and the code base still desktop apps. Still the usual code base.
Now I am thinking if only I switch to her group last time
. Becoz last time actually her group leader really want to take me in as I was helping her group for 1 month 2 years ago and able to help so much. But I found if I am in the webapp group I will be able to learn new things which is more fun for me. Sigghh.. regretting my decision. Should have switched when I knew I am pregnant.
Especially since her group now also wanted to do webapp as well and they are on the easier path since they can follow my group. Huxxxx....
Now I am trying so much to not have the preggy brain and really take note on everything and remember lots of thing. I tell myself I need to feel I am not pregnant then my brain will work better. Especially now my project leader asked me to be his backup when he is on National reservice, and asked me to continue lead after since he need to lead another project. I really believed I could get promoted between less than half a year UNLESS if I told my boss I am preggy again and will take another maternity. HOW?? ARGHHH