Actually hor... mummies who are feeling very tired/stressed/discouraged...
Let me share my story & you will feel that you are not in such a bad position after all...
I work from home. But life is not cushy. I have many many many lessons. Esp weekends. Choked full with lessons until I can forget to pee & eat/drink water. I have to tahan super irritating and demanding parents who SMS/call my phone non-stop until I answer/reply them though they know I'm having lessons. Some will even turn up at my house without informing me.
Then, on top of busy work, I am opening my own centre this June. Busy working on reno design, budgetting, manpower, curriculum, etc etc etc.
Everyday worried about pouring my savings into the business - dunno will earn or not.
Plus, I'm taking a 3yr PT degree program in something not relevant to what I've studied before - Business & Marketing. Mind-boggling with statistics & all the new jargon!
Though fees paid by my parents, I hv to worry about assignments, projects, exams and scoring well so I won't disappoint them (top scorer in poly & previous uni - so the expectation is there for me to continue being a straight A student).
On top of that, I have a brother & sister who relies on me for everything. My brother's job = my job. My sis' studies = my studies.
I have to entertain their phonecalls & msgs everyday. Not enough $$ to spend? Also look for me. Want to buy something? Also look for me.
Even my parents are super reliant on me. Reno house also ask me. Hire maid also ask me. Buy new TV also ask me. Even buy new flower also must call me and ask if suitable or not, good deal or not, etc etc.
And, though my hubby is very nice... he's very 'nua'. Need me to tell him to do things and push him to work (always wake up late). Worst: His boss is my mother. She will call to scold me for not waking him up on time. -_-"" Just kena it yesterday (that's why he's ultra nice today).
Now, with #2 on the way. All the puking/nausea/food cravings/insomnia isn't helping.
$ worries - I don't really care cos I did save up and set aside $$ for #2.
Another worry: My current maid (very good). Her contract ends in Feb 2012. I don't think I can handle the 'maid search'. Very headache. My maid already renewed with us before and her hubby is bent on her going home when contract ends.
Plus, I don't have "grandparents" to help. ILs stay too far and can't be bothered.
My parents still need to work cos my sis is only in poly.
IFC is out cos there's none near my place and can fit my work timing.
Almost forgetting, the little beanie inside me... we are not sure if he/she is healthy or not cos the last scan showed irregular heartbeat...
BUT, at the end of the day, I'm still very very very thankful. Thankful that I'm still alive. Thankful for all the opportunities (business & studies). Thankful that my #1 is such a good boy (& extremely good at making us laugh).
Every night, see my hubby and son playing together and calling me to play with them. All the stress will just melt away.
So don't think too much. Don't worry too much. Everything will iron itself out.
Just rest and enjoy the pregnancy cos at the end of it, there's gonna be a beautiful baby for you to love
*P/S: Emotional cos my boy go with my parents and sibling to KL for holiday... no little boy for me to hug & kiss [IMG=http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/clipart/sad.gif]