berrycarrot
Member
Hi ladies
I posted once 2 weeks ago when 1st tested positive. MS so bad that I dun have mood to surf.
This time MS is worst than my 1st pregnancy untill i'm so depress keep asking hubb if can do away with this child then get scolding in return. I've been leaving my darling son with my mum and only bring him back when hubb around. I really dun have the energy to take good care of him, play with him like in the past. I only keep whining and stay in bed when he's back home. Felt so so guilty towards him. Feel even more guilty when i need to send him childcare when mum need to take care newborn.
The most peaceful and comfortable times are when i'm asleep and while eating. The worst is when i'm just awake and MS will start, and when i'm done with eating, the puking feeling start again. Dun eat, also feel like puking coz of gastric juice.. so contradicting..
Keeping testing different food to curb MS, sour plum, ginger ale, sweets, crackers.. tried so many always tot its works.. but only for 1st time.. next time tried no use anymore.. so so frustrating!
Travelling to and fro work, staying focus at work is also sooo tedious... Sometimes really so regret Y am i not satisfied with my darling son.
Anyway, i'm still looking forward meeting my beanie 2 weeks frm now... hope by then end of 1st tri i can start enjoy my pregnancy, for the last time.
Sorry for venting my frustration here...
Hope the next 7 months will go by fast fast!
And here's my update:
Gynae: Dr LN Sim
Hospital: TMC
EDD: 7 July 2011
Child: #2
I posted once 2 weeks ago when 1st tested positive. MS so bad that I dun have mood to surf.
This time MS is worst than my 1st pregnancy untill i'm so depress keep asking hubb if can do away with this child then get scolding in return. I've been leaving my darling son with my mum and only bring him back when hubb around. I really dun have the energy to take good care of him, play with him like in the past. I only keep whining and stay in bed when he's back home. Felt so so guilty towards him. Feel even more guilty when i need to send him childcare when mum need to take care newborn.
The most peaceful and comfortable times are when i'm asleep and while eating. The worst is when i'm just awake and MS will start, and when i'm done with eating, the puking feeling start again. Dun eat, also feel like puking coz of gastric juice.. so contradicting..
Keeping testing different food to curb MS, sour plum, ginger ale, sweets, crackers.. tried so many always tot its works.. but only for 1st time.. next time tried no use anymore.. so so frustrating!
Travelling to and fro work, staying focus at work is also sooo tedious... Sometimes really so regret Y am i not satisfied with my darling son.
Anyway, i'm still looking forward meeting my beanie 2 weeks frm now... hope by then end of 1st tri i can start enjoy my pregnancy, for the last time.
Sorry for venting my frustration here...
Hope the next 7 months will go by fast fast!
And here's my update:
Gynae: Dr LN Sim
Hospital: TMC
EDD: 7 July 2011
Child: #2