hi everyone
with all the good news flying around, i was really hesitated whether to post mine. But i though might be better for me to let it out.
I cancelled my wkend trip to Bintan because i spotted some red prior to the trip. My gynae asked me to take HCG test & results was not gd, 15000 on Thurs & only up 18000 on Sat. I suspect that HCG level is so high due to hormone pill i'm taking now. Dr remind me again that we din see beanie nor hb (@6W) on our visit last wk & based on HCG level, it's v likely to be a non-viable pregnancy aka empty sac. We are advised to be prepared for the worst & the coming u/s will confirm if it's true.
Was crying the whole sat afternoon, felt v helpless.. Dr say there's nothing we or she can do before or now but just wait for confirmation... I'm still taking care of myself, watching my diet, forcing myself to eat even when i cant. My breasts become v sore & painful these 2 days, still feel dizzy & the spotting has stopped. I hope that it's my bb trying v hard to fight and stay on, and not my own body being stubborn, refusing to let go.
dear all, reading all the postings of reported hb & blinks make me happy that little ones are all popping out in Jul next yr. I hope mine will pop out too. But if it doesn't happen, i know i will still be strong & try again.
all the best Jul MTBs. =)