Hey guys,i am back!
Baby Chloe is born at 7:46pm via Ceasarean (yes.. induction failed! My dilation was too slow T_T, only opened till 5cm from 12-7pm) weighs 3.49kg. Didn't go for GA, Anesthetist said it's better to go half.. wah damn scary to even think about it.. but no choice liao! HA! not painful at all, and from the cut to hearing bb's cry only takes about 5 minutes! Quite an exciting experience, maybe next time i just opt for C-sect liao, not scared already, and it's faster.
Actually i have been stimulating my nipples since 2nd trimester when i first discovered drops of colostrum on the nipple ( went to squeeze for fun to check if i got milk) Then i stopped stimulating the nipples when i found out it might cause contraction, but started to stimulate AGAIN towards my EDD cuz i wanted to trigger contraction.
Started BF yesterday 12am, BB Chloe sucked very well, it was so amazing to see human basic instinct, her mouth just opened widely and looked for my nipple.. so touched to see that! then she just latched on perfectly not painful for me too =D Lactation consultant said i have quite a lot of colostrum, and i can see white liquid in her mouth, also spit once..
First session of BF at 12am, i sweat like hell.. dunno how to hold dunno this dunno that.. bb cried and i felt so lousy..was it because i did sth wrongly? luckily hubby is very supportive he still said i did a good job and i will be a great mummy.
Second seesion of BF at 4am, this time round we were more used to each other, she is so new to me and so do i to her.. not too scared to hold her anymore, and could feel that she trusted me more. She sucked really well this time, half and hour on each breast, then i played with her for a while, latch her again, she sucked another 1/2 hour. We spent time together till 6am haha..
Third session of Bf was this morning 8am, by this time she poo poo 3 times already, am quite happy! again she helped me to stimulate my breast and more colostrum comes out, also can latch 1/2 hour each side, and still not enough! Nurse just asked me to eat first..
I hope my milk flow will kick in too, now just colostrum, also doesn't mean i will have enough milk for her right? pray for the best!
Sorry for the long post T_T