Elaine, take care of yourself. You are not alone. MS is real terrible. But it is natural for you to feel terrible. I remembered when i have had my #1, i kept quarrelling with my hubby, complaining that becos of pregnancy, i can't do a lot of things, our honeymoon delayed and all. Cried a number of times.
This #2, i have not had this depression yet. And i have to say yet cos know that if it hits, it can hit without prior notice. Must keep yourself happy, cos Happy mummy = Happy baby.
Think of all positive things.Think of the fact that you are becoming mummy again is such a "wei Da" thing. Stay happy oki.