Hello Gals,
Gynae did a scan and found a irregualar shape sac........He say most likely is not viable....so like waiting for me to bleed.......Yesterday a little more...fill a little of panty liner.
and my bleeding start again this evening (sun).....getting painful with cramps and the bleed is like 1st day.........
Hb say he pin chang xin.....
I seems to be in a denial stage and doesn't believe that my baby cannot make it.....and I wasn't having much feeling yesterday.....like immune like that.
Especially yest when I did the hpt it was still positive..........and my boobs is still sore....
Anyway yest my stomach start to cramp more painfully, and after sometime at nite. Eventually I cried. Cried terribly........
Today, now, start to have more cramps and bleed....anyway Up till now I dunno wat to think or feel...and feel a little bit sian.....my hb today cannot stand my unreasonable moodiness and start to quarrel with me.........
Yesterday he see me cried until like that, he suggest to me if we want to go back SG early.
Really set me into thinking.
Now I am quite easily aggitated and any words of care or concern I might not be too happy to hear also....
Although I was having hope yest that the gynae was like rubbish, talking nonsense....but the fact that I start having bleeding like 1st day AF and the irregular shape sac seems to be proving me wrong......................
Gals, thanks for ur concern and encouragment, but I guess I am easily aggitated or upset I would say with any kind of words...........even concerns..........