Mommies,
I think my depression is back.. Feel so bloody stressed and down this week...Hubby is working afternoon shift will only knock off at 11pm, so basically i'm stuck with Jordan right after work..
I hate my life. Morning rush to work, after work rush home to bath n hv dinner, then rush to pick Jordan up from nanny...Everything also rush...when can i have a break!?
Jordan was crying from 8pm to 10pm..feeling so helpless and depressed, really wanted to throw myself down when he was screaming and yelling..i know he is teething, i know he is not comfortable, i know he can't talk but to cry, i know!! But does he know that his mommy is feeling sooooooo tired?!! For that 2 mins, i was basically letting him to cry and shout and my mind was blank...
He is more mobile nowadays..learning to crawl forward, learning to stand, i cannot simply leave him on the mat then go and do anything else! Even when making milk, i have to carry him with me!!
Since when can i not be so resentful towards my life? Mommies, have u not felt so exhausted facing a screaming baby? At all? Or am i the only one who is so helpless??
Sorry for the long post....