xy, ask ken to set up ps for babies as a sideline. hehehe.. you can embellish and decorate backdrop and set.
motherhood fair,
i want to go. who wants to go with me? dimple want to go with me?
then again better not, turns out abby has more than just a big red angry rash, she has stomach flu. i thought run of the mill diarrhoea that will pass until she started purging her milk after every feed. and screaming when we carried her, when i bathed her. her ass is coarse, raw and swollen. poor bub. so graphic right? man, words cannot describe the splotch of rash, i've never seen her have it even during early infancy, this morning bathe her cannot use cloth, use hand, also scream. use cotton wool, also scream, now mil and i have to prop her legs open in the bathroom and hose her bits down with warm water, also scream but at least not so abrasive. then dab dry very very very very gently with tissue.
she's now on fever med, diarrhoea med, stomachache med, rehydration satchets, excellent miracle bum cream prescribed by doc and soy milk. i thought the bum cream was genius because it took two applications for the redness to ease off a little. for one, she could sleep, she finally took her first nap at about 5.30 p.m. poor bub. i'm so sad lah. i don't know what to do with myself anymore, i'm just folding, washing and rinsing the cloth nappies for half the day, my sil and my sheets had to be washed because midway changing her, she screams hysterically and tries to escape smearing watery poo on the bed, i'm still looking at a huge basket of dirty clothes (mine and hb) to do, my notes and books are piled up, baby stuff is everywhere, crazy amts of hair on the floor, my room is such a sty and i feel so stoned i want to bang my head against the wall. thud thud just for the feeling.
alright. damn drama right.. i'm short listing a few agencies and maids. wish me luck.. i think i really need the help, i have only written one paragraph in my results section. my plan is to get maid, train maid, submit paper, apply for job.