hihi all
shawn cries until no voice oso when his diaper is full/poo or when he's super hot => when i alone at home n got no time to attend to him. well, i can only station on his highchair for 20-30min while i quickly do things in the kitchen/ard the house. coz anything longer than that he's sweats like mad. fan is full blast on his back oso he sweats. bo pian, sometimes i'll let him cry lor.. or i'll walk up to reassure him that hey, i'm still at home.. not going anywhere, just wait for me to pick u up later ok?!
shawn sleep schedule was yoyo. before i got back to work months ago, he's sleeping thru. then on n off since 1-2months back, he wakes up in the middle of the nite, screaming LOUD, doesn't wan the pacifier, knuckle, only want the breast. so had to latch him on & it's super tiring the next day. i think probably it's comfort suckle coz of his gums or whatever la. anyway i tok to 2 of my colgs, babies who sleep 7 to 7 EVERYDAY. never wake up.
so 3 nites ago, i decided, enough is enough. i let him cry all he want. but just pat pat and reassured him it's ok, mum n dad is just next to you. i felt a bit bad coz in the process of crying 3nites ago, he cry until like very drama mama, he turned to my side, tugged my hair, my neck, my shirt, whatever he can tug on me.. din even bother to turn to my hubby's side. just wanted mummy...
![Stick Out Tongue :p :p](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
it took him 45min to finally give up and stop screaming and sleep on his own. 2nites ago, he din wake up at all. last nite, he din wake up at all oso, in fact this morning i woke him up for milk. and he woke up happy. not the usual morning wake up cry for milk. it took me encouragement to do it and hubby had to obey to say okok dun pick him up, just let him cry. took me courage to do that.
on pumping milk :
this is my schedule now :
7am Latch & tandem pump
11am pump in opit
4pm pump in opit
9pm latch & pump leftoever if any