hi SAHM,
so right that bored doing nothing but everyday so busy and so little time left at the end of the day and when bb finally sleep, you thought you can finally take a breather and be a couch potato and eat tibits, drink tea etc.. but then when the next morning comes so fast, you kinda of regret that instead of watching tv late last night, should have slept early with bb too, what a delimma.
run out of things to do with bb at home and start to think of going out with bb, but then when we are outside, i cannot wait to go home again, regrets bring bb out, like crazy woman, one min cry, wants to be carry, one min start to touch and pull thing, one min poo poo, etc....
but every morning when he wakes up and smile at me, i forgot about all the complaints liao and start to think of planning a nice day with him etc... in the end, everyday ended up with similar routine
when i was pregnant with him, i plan alot of wonderful things that we can do together, places that we can go together and things we can learn together etc.... but reality is different leh, when i try to read him a book, before i can finish, he crawls off to climb the wall, before i can show him the nice animals at the zoo, he dozed off, when i keeps trying to ask him to point me the picture of a cat after teaching him for months what is a cat, he just give me a blank look. so funny, didn't put in the factor that we are dealing with babies and not doll hor, to get their cooperation now is so difficult, i would be contented that he smile more than he cry, would be contented that he wakes up without cough and running nose, would be contented that he finishes all his porridge and milk, would be contented that he poo as per normal etc...
In short, i am grateful that he is well and healthy
and i can see him most mins of my life now than wondering what is he doing right this moment.
