Rena
Don't beat yourself up becoz Sumo lost wt. It's inevitable. If you look at his entire life, this is probably a very small portion of it. He will not even remember it when he grows up. Anyway, like u said earlier, he's got enough to lose.
Haha, my boy is already very underwt. Only 7.5kg. And due to his illness, he kept going between 7.4kg to 7.6kg. Just couldn't gain wt. When he gain any wt, he'll fall sick and he'll be back to square one. And he's already past 8mths. Still so light.
Like what I told Bulma from Feb thread (her son keeps falling sick non-stop, I saw some of his photos being in a box to be nebulized, my heart breaks), I also feel very drained and tired whenver my boy falls sick. Feels like crying. Perhaps you should get away for a while without SUmo. Go and have a shopping spree, or go massage/spa. Esp since you're SAHM, even more emotionally draining. Take a break from the family. I think it will help. I get recharged when I come to work. Coz it's the time I can try not to think of my son being sick.