Hi all,
I am back from KKHIVF. Praise God! I did my embryo transfer today.
It was quite a long wait cos Dr Loh was busy. The waiting was unbearable for two reasons. For one, my bladder was threatening to explode since it is a requirement to top it up with fluid for the scan. Of course, I was anxiously awaiting the results. How were my embryos doing? I know they are the tiniest dots at this point in time but I've already regarded as my babies.
When I met Dr Loh, he said he had bad news for me. My heart sank but I was totally prepared for the worst case scenario. Then he said I had 21 embryos and asked if I would like all of them to be placed inside. It was meant to be a good joke but I was too uptight lah.
Anyway, he asked if I would like to consider transferring 3 embryos but I thought I would just take a risk with 2. I thought I had OHSS but the blood test turned out ok so I could proceed with the transfer.
The process of the embryo transfer is very short. I believed it didn't take more than 10 minutes. A speculum was inserted to access the cervix and then I presumed a needle-like catheter was placed inside to deposit the embryo. I could not see the monitor although dh was there to witness the whole thing. What was interesting was that I had to verify that the embryos transferred were mine. There is a monitor that hangs over head and apparently, you have to check your I/C number very carefully.
Dr Loh transferred 2 Grade 4 embryos and he said they were not too bad. After the procedure, I was given a picture of the embryos for keepsake. If the baby is born, I wonder how I am going to tell him that he/she is not a product of sex but a result of meticulous lab work on a petri dish? How will you tell your child for those mommies who have registered a BFP through this IVF process?
Now is the start of the 2WW. It will be an agnosing wait but what is 2 weeks compared to 5 years of trying for a baby and many many months of having to deal with the unwelcome arrival of Aunt Flo?
Thank you all for all your super encouraging words. I know I have been rather pessimistic and I thank you all for helping me find the silver lining in my cloud. I really can't share this journey with anyone cos infertility is such a silent and intolerable disease. So thank you all for being my cyber supporters!
Faith Chen:
I was too distracted and anxious to notice anyone but if you see a bleached whale walking around, that would probably be me. I am so bloated that I think I am no different from a puffer fish.
Baby dust to all of us...