<font color="0077aa">Twinkle Belle
actually while i'm trying to be positive in everything, deep in me is scared. Even i know i prepare myself for failure, at the point when, if i ever hear the news, i think i will cry. And knowing guys are insensitive, I'm going to tell my DH what he must do, if i ever break down and cry. And i know that all i can do, is to trust my womb, trust my embbies, and most importantly trust my gynae. So even now, I'm trying to keep cool at work. I try to prepare myself for the best condition to welcome the embbies and ivf. So that if anything happen, i know i've done my best. That i did not let my embbies down.... =) Just that God decided that i'm still not ready bah</font>