Thanks ver just hopefully the feeling of disappointment can go away before I reach home. Guess is the search of answer or root cause of matter is what I am looking. Another item to the heckcare list I guess. Thanks ladies for the kind words and understanding.Come here and rant all you want ... I'm sure you don't show this side to your wife
Every cycle that I failed, I needed my husband to react as normally as he could ... I don't think I can take it if he showed that he's disappointed ... Thankful that he understands me enough to know I don't need him to say anything ... just pat my head and tell me to prepare for the next round and pack our weekends with activities